Here comes a better version of me

instantwonton @ 2006-11-10T16:08:00

2006-11-10T20:08:58Z

You scored as C.G. Jung. You are more of a spiritualist than would be immediately apparent. Some of your notions are questioned by the cynical, but deep down you know the human consciousness is more than the flesh and tissue can account for. You tend to take a scientific observationist look on matters the average person wouldn't even begin to analyze. You personally are responsible for most of the ideas that are floating around in modern psychologist's/psychic's paltry little skulls. On the down side, you tend to be associated with that asshole Freud.

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C.G. Jung

75%

Dante Alighieri

67%

Friedrich Nietzsche

67%

Steven Morrissey

58%

Sigmund Freud

50%

Elvis Presley

50%

Miyamoto Musashi

50%

O.J. Simpson

42%

Jesus Christ

42%

Adolf Hitler

25%

Mother Teresa

25%

Charles Manson

25%

Stephen Hawking

25%

Hugh Hefner

What Pseudo Historical Figure Best Suits You?
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not a bad person to be like.....

by the way...i enjoy my school and love the people in my dorm building <3

instantwonton @ 2006-09-16T10:16:00

2006-09-16T14:21:06Z

There was a party last night in Chessy, Meg, and Liv's room. So much fun! And even Bill went and had a good time which made me happy. I had thought he'd either not go or be like a pain while we were there, either way dragging me down, but he ended up making it a better time for me. Everyone there was so cool. I love mount holyoke!

going home to do laundry today. how....thrilling.

am i a freak because i like organic chemistry?

mmmm chinese food

instantwonton @ 2006-09-12T22:59:00

2006-09-13T03:05:07Z

today= one year with Bill <3<3<3<3<3

classes good except for lots of homework

friends AWESOME

roommate and our "third roommate" are the coolest

fire alarm broke in my dorm building= not being allowed in the building til 1:30am= not getting hw done til later

830 classes everyday :-(

food :-)

instantwonton @ 2006-09-05T15:08:00

2006-09-05T19:09:23Z

I love school so much! I'm so excited. Everyone is so cool.

Oh and I also love my boyfriend.

instantwonton @ 2006-08-27T22:13:00

2006-08-28T02:37:00Z

Wow so I haven't written all summer. There've been ups and downs, mostly ups though. Bill and I are amazing...I'm so happy to be with him. Every time I see him I'm so excited, just like we're a new couple instead of having been dating for almost a year. We're also still not past the taking a half an hour to say good bye to each other. i just really love spending time with him and am glad I've gotten to hang out with him so much this summer.

friendly's is officially done today although i didn't work. it was supposed to be my last day, but someone called and asked if i wanted to stay home, and i gladly said yes because i was so tired from last night and the 4 and a half hour car ride today.

rgis was done on friday. i kinda screwed up the last week somehow, but i'll still probably go back in january. most of the people i worked with were really cool (e.g. lindsay, gemma, whitney, etc) and i had a good time. but for me, waking up at 4:30 that often for the whole summer gets to me after awhile, and by last week i was just plain beat.

this weekend was so much fun. colin came back from europe, and he's like one of the most hilarious people. he's the kind of person that puts you in a good mood. I hope that he moves back to the area. it would be so great for bill to have him around again, especially since i'm gonna be so busy with my classes. then greg and chloe called and invited me and bill to this cottage in new hampshire this weekend (and doug went too). we brought colin without telling them and hid him in the trunk of the car. then we told greg and chloe we had a present for them in the trunk. it was quite entertaining. then we made a hilarious "horror" movie that we have to finish next year. we also set off fireworks for chloe's birthday, and they were pretty cool. and then we had amazing steaks and hamburgers and all passed out for the night. this morning, we all woke up and were really tired, but me, bill, and colin had to leave because i had to work at 4. then our 3 hour drive turned into much longer with the traffic, and then, after we had already left early for me to get back, i found out i didn't even need to work.

i've seen much golf recently. bill got completely obsessed this summer, so we've been going out like every week. i usually just watch, but sometimes i play. it's funny, cuz golf made bill and my dad friends. everytime they see each other now, they sit around talking about golf. it's weird. it also seems like colin might get into golf if he stays around, so that would make bill very happy.

looks like i might go down to visit meg wednesday and thurs night which is cool. except that i'll miss the last week of wednesday boston billiards with jarvis and amy and stuff.

i'm moving in next sunday. my roommate's name is katy and she seems pretty cool, but i don't know how much we'll have in common. i think we'll get along ok though, and hopefully it'll work out well.

i better go do some crunches before i start feeling like a fatty.

instantwonton @ 2006-05-27T23:13:00

2006-05-28T03:24:51Z

yeah so i definitely succeeded in being amazing this semester:

Spanish Short Story- A (up from a b+ at midterm and i got a 98 on
the final)
Psy of Women- A
Intro to Soc- A
Calculus- A
Tango- A
Abnormal Psy- 104
Human Sexuality Psy- 104

Yeah have i ever mentioned i love hcc? but yeah i wish i felt the same way about west side. my mom is forcing me to go to class day and the class day rehearsal because i'm supposedly getting an award. yeah another thing i can throw in my basement and never look at again. haha. the only thing that would be good is a scholarship....but that's not gonna happen.

hcc graduation on saturday
ws graduation sunday
weird

last night i hung out with gaby and danielle again for danielle's b-day (which is actually tomorrow) but we had a big surprise party for her and then the 3 of us proceeded to bill's house to hang out with him and chris. danielle had quite a bit too much to drink and chris had to hold her up for like two hours and then bill and i had to console her for awhile after that because she had like a nervous breakdown. oh and she kept saying how cute chris was :-) hehehe. This morning Gaby had a tennis game so i just went and chilled at danielle's house watching wonderfalls until i had to go to work. and man i'm tired. this paragraph is not grammatical at all but it's ok.

i hate friendly's and i want a new job. i don't mind the people i work with- it's just that i'm so sick of a restaurant. i really want to be like a receptionist or secretary or something. that would be cool. anyway i'm just babbling.

i can't wait to see bill tomorrow and then i may possibly see him like everyday this week which would be amazing. i don't think i could ever get sick of him.

frisbee last wednesday! was much fun. and will be again this wednesday. i think it's at 5:30 so that's when i'm showing up. anyone else who's interested should too. Szot Park.

meg's moving this week and that is sad. but i will have to go visit her new apartment and that will be cool. and somehow she's going to have to see the rest of twin peaks. grrrr

ok i need sleep and much of it. i have so much stuff to do tomorrow morning and poor bill's gonna have to go along with me muaahaha goodnight

instantwonton @ 2006-05-18T16:25:00

2006-05-18T20:28:28Z

wow. i am done at hcc forever. that's a really weird thought.

i have some weird dinner thing i need to go to at the dante club tonight... i hope i'm getting that scholarship

i got a job...but i decided i don't want it...so i'm still looking.

visiting meg at UMD tomorrow!!!!! shopping, twin peaks, party- it's gonna be a good time

i love bill so much :-)

instantwonton @ 2006-05-12T10:52:00

2006-05-12T15:05:06Z

My birthday was awesome thanks to Gaby, Danielle, Jarvis, Chris, and my Billie. We all acted like idiots and it was sooooo much fun. Oh and Bill likes chip and putt! And we had tango in the morning which is always fun.

Tango has become like my social life now. I love all my friends who i met through it. On wednesday i went to a class in West Hartford with Rina and Matt. Then we went out to eat and had the worst server ever. But we had a lot of fun. They're both so easy to talk to. And we were making plans for the future. Matt has a boat at Block Island...and we might go dancing there on the beach all night and then stay on the boat. I hope it happens cuz that would be wicked fun.

8 mos for me and Bill :-)

15 one-page papers for soc :-(

5 exams next week :-(

last class at hcc ever yesterday :-(

i'm desperately trying to find a job for week days during the summer. it's hard to find something. i've been scanning the classifieds like everyday. hopefully i'll find something eventually.

instantwonton @ 2006-05-06T08:27:00

2006-05-06T12:29:59Z

So i'm 18. weird.

got a nice call from meg last night. hehe

my tango class through a party for me and brought me cake, brownies, and a ballon!

all day with bill today!

school's almost over....and there are some classes i'm realllllyyyyy gonna miss. i hope i like my classes at MHC as much.

i need a weekday job during the summer. friendly's is in turmoil....we now have 2 managers instead of the at least 3 often 4 that most have.

Charlotte is dead!

2006-04-17T03:06:39Z

My Billie is very sad and so am I.....she didn't come back one night and the next day he found her remains. :-(

How do you get pictures from photobucket to myspace?

2006-04-12T19:03:29Z

I'm taking tango! and it's awesome! i have it as a class for school....and my teacher offered us free lessons on tuesdays as well. and bill's doing it with me! i'm so excited

today is 7 months for me and bill!

no school tomorrow or monday!

nice weather!

good grades on all my tests!

red sox!

all i need now is some more frisbee

Yeah so i'm doing pretty well

Pictures!

2006-03-16T20:38:00Z

Friends, boyfriend, bags, and pancakes

Kimmi and Michelle at Bentley Billiards last night

On the Border last night

Michelle

Kimmi being a loser

me looking either stoned or tired

Kimmi being a hottie

awww cute

such a dork

and for some reason i love that loser

my Romeo kitty!

yes that is a penis pancake

Romeo's a psycho

we like bags

Danielle!

Lauren Gaby should rule the world!

instantwonton @ 2006-03-09T20:15:00

2006-03-09T20:20:31Z

i haven't updated in like a month. weird.

midterms are done which is good....spring break starting tomorrow at 11 a.m.! I feel the need for some ultimate frisbee...indeed

i went to the dentist monday and expected her to tell me i had a few cavities. good news is i don't have and cavities. bad news is the dentist thinks i have acid reflux! so now i have a doctor's appointment tomorrow to see if i really do have acid reflux. i'm hoping no.

as a waitress, i'm making quite a bit more money now. it's nice. i was +$900 in my bank account through january and february, and for only working 2-3 days a week, running a car, various other things, that's pretty good.

also...mine and bill's 6 month on sunday! <3

oh.....and i have a reallllllllyyyy bad cold... just like everyone else heh

instantwonton @ 2006-02-13T16:39:00

2006-02-13T21:45:07Z

aww valentines' day...a day i've always hated...but right now it doesn't feel so bad. bill and i are going out for it today since restaurants are gonna be crowded tomorrow. :-) oh and our 5 month was yesterday

my parents are stuck in miami. they were supposed to be home yesterday...but now they might not even be home today. (they were in panama)

school's good so far. I actually have 2 classes that i wish were longer...which is weird. they're both with the same teacher too

my cat has been a fricken psycopath since my parents left. whenever i'm home, she follows me around everywhere and rubs up against me. on saturday she woke me up at 8 by excessively rubbing against my face and then laying down in the middle of my pillow. if i try to keep her out, she just scratches at the door all night. ridiculous. anyway, i guess that's it.

Except:

--Area 1
Name:
Age:
Phone(Not if you do not want to):
Do you Drive ?:
State You Live In:
School:
Grade:
Single or Taken:

--Area 2
What would you do if I...

I made a move on you ?:
I kissed you ?:
I lived next door to you ?:
I started smoking ?:
I asked you on a date ?:
I was hospitalized ?:
I ran away from home ?:
I got into a fight and you weren't there ?:
I asked you to have sex ?:
I asked you out ?:

--Area 3
What do you think about my...

Personality ?:
Eyes ?:

--Area 4
Have you ever....

Lied to make me feel better ?:
Wanted to kiss me ?:
Wanted to kill me ?:
Broke my heart ?:
Kept something important from me ?:

--Area 5
"X" marks the spot if you have or would ever...

[]Kiss me..
[]Hug me..
[]Date me..
[]Love me..
[]Hate me..
[]Hold me..
[]Lie to me..
[]Hurt me..
[]Sing with me..
[]Dance with me..
[]Cuddle with me..
[]Make a move on me..
[]Watch a movie with me..
[]Get me a B-day gift..
[]Let me borrow your car..
[]Be there for me..
[]Buy me a drink..
[]Bring me around your friends..
[]Give me a massage..
[]Drink kool-aid with me..
[]Take advantage of me..
[]Hangout with me...
[]Take care of me if I wasn't feeling good..
[]Hold hands with me..
[]Do something incredibly sweet for me..
[]tell me you love me..
[]call me..

instantwonton @ 2006-02-01T22:09:00

2006-02-02T03:20:35Z

my parents are leaving for panama on friday. that's gonna be nice.

i really like all my classes and am happy with the schedule i have....which currently looks like:

MWF: 8-850 Calculus
9-950 Intro to Soc
10-1050 Human Sexuality Psych
and in a few months 11-1215 (MF) Argentine Tango

TR: 930-1045 Psych of Women (intro to psy counseling was cancelled)
11-1215 Abnormal Psych
1230-145 Spanish Short Story\

My teachers all seem pretty cool. I've had two of my teachers before so I know what they're like, and then I have Jane Vecchio for Sex Psy and Abnormal and she's awesome...I think she has the best reputation of any teacher at hcc. in sociology we do like nothing cuz the teachcer gets off track so easily (it took us 40 minutes to do attendance on day) and my calc teacher seems just straightforward.

i spend way too much time with bill....but it's so wonderful. :-)

and sam is sleeping over next tuesday!

that's about it for now i guess

My lovely schedule next week

2006-01-22T03:49:45Z

Monday:class 8-10, work at HCC 10-12, class 1230-120, work at HCC 130-545
Tuesday: work at HCC 8-915, class 930-145, work at HCC 2-615
Wednesday: same as Monday
Thursday: same as Tuesday
Friday: class 8-10, work at HCC 10-12, class 1230-120, work at HCC 130-430, work
at Friendly's 5-9
Saturday: work at HCC 930-1230, Friendly's 2-9
Sunday: Friendly's 3-8

At least that's it as closely as I can remember. Between the two jobs, 46 hours!!!!!! Which wouldn't be so bad except that it's along with 18 hours of class!!!! Luckily I actually was able to trade out of Friendly's on Friday night, so I at least have one night not to shoot myself. Still, at the end of this run (which started Tuesday) I will have worked 13 DAYS IN A ROW goddamn. I'm gonna need some sleep.

instantwonton @ 2006-01-17T22:54:00

2006-01-18T04:19:28Z

1. When you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was the first thing you thought?

my haircut looks short

2. How much cash do you have on you?
--53

3. what word rhymes with window?
--lindo (it's a word in spanish)

4. Favorite planet?
--earth

5. Who is the 4th person on your missed call list on your cell phone?
--danielle

6. What is your favorite ringtone on your cell phone?
--my fave ringtone is on bill's...it's called "Evil Pizz" and i like it just because of the name

7. What shirt are you wearing?
--brown tank top

8. Do you "label" yourself?
--i label myself as Becca

9. Name the brand of your shoes you're currently wearing:
--black socks

10. Bright or Dark Room?
--one light

11. What do you think about the person who took this survey before you?
--we were best friends in second grade. every other day.

13. What were you doing at midnight last night?
--reading my textbook for class....that's some good reading there

14. What did your last text message you received on your cell say?
--"you are the best girlfriend a guy could have. i love you more than you will ever know"

15. Where is your nearest 7-11?
--umm are those even still around?

16. What's a word that you say a lot?
--indeed

17.Who told you they loved you last ?
--bill

18. Last furry thing you touched?
--my kitty

19. How Many Drugs Have You Done In The Past three Days?
--none

20. how many roles of film do u need to get developed?
--i think only one...but it might be two

21. Favorite age you have been so far?
--17.....this year has been pretty good so far.....but i'm looking forward to 18 being even better

22. Your worst enemy?
--no one at the moment....i don't think there's even anyone i'm on bad terms with at the moment...except maybe frog from work....she was ok for a couple of months but she's turned really bitchy again

23. What is your current desktop picture?
--Tyron Leitso from the show Wonderfalls, my mom, sis and i are all in love with him

24. What was the last thing you said to someone?
--i love you too

25. If you had to choose between a million bucks or to be able to fly, which would you choose?
--think of all the wonderful things the ability to fly could do...and a million bucks isn't all that much nowadays

26.Do you like someone?
--"like" may not be the right word. i "like" a lot of people, they're called my friends. i love one person.

27. The last song you listened to?
--"My Humps" Black Eyed Peas

Trip to Vermont- First few pictures

2006-01-12T17:43:54Z

haha cartoon of me in front of statue

cartoon of Bill next to statue

me at monument door

Bennington Monument (a.k.a. the Giant Dildo of Vermont)

Bill in front of "dinosaur"

Bill and our balloon from the dollar store

I'm on break from work right now and figured these computers would work a hell of a lot quicker than mine...I'm excited because I'm hanging out with a new friend of mine this weekend...and because I have Saturday off from work....and because i might be going to a monster truck show??????weird.....the more interesting pics to come later

instantwonton @ 2006-01-08T11:23:00

2006-01-09T16:32:55Z

I haven't updated in almost a month. damn.

Christmas was good...although my cousins visiting from Vermont was kinda stressful.

My trip to Vermont with Bill was awesome. Our room was great and we are both such huge dorks. Hopefully I'll have pictures up soon.

I worked New Years Eve and New Years Day, which was no fun....but Bill came over and we watched a gazillion episodes of Wonderfalls (which I must say is a really good show).

A couple of nights ago I got to hang out with Lauren and Danielle! That made me really happy because I barely get to see them...and hopefully Danielle's coming over again next weekend.

Sushi today! And Bill. :-) 4 months on Thursday

Oh and I'm once again working two jobs. If you need to get books, I'm at the hcc bookstore 10-3 tomorrow and thursday and then next week i'm there tues, wed, thurs, fri, and saturday (but i'm not sure of the hours). Also i've been making pretty good money waitressing. Guess I can't complain.

School starts again in like two weeks. I can't decide if i want it to come or not.

instantwonton @ 2005-12-17T12:37:00

2005-12-17T17:38:03Z

I'M GOING TO MOUNT HOLYOKE!!!!!!!!

Oh dear

2005-12-15T03:07:56Z

So it turns out kung fu payments never ended. apparently there's a "90 day stopping period" or something so we're still paying for this month. Sifu ken definitely never mentioned that to me. My dad got in a fight with him and he refused to reimburse us so i might be going there for another month since we're paying for it.

Dude I can't wait for break. More specifically the 27th-30th. Bill and I are going to Vermont. We were only gonna stay for two nights, but the place is go two nights get the third night free. I think it's because it's out of season for them in a not very busy town. Regardless, we're going to have a room with our own private WHIRLPOOL and SAUNA. delicious!

We also had a really long talk last night. I found some stuff out about his past that made me less than thrilled, but it wasn't his fault and he's already been punished more than enough for it. It still makes me sad that he had to deal with that cunt though.

Anyway, two more days and then over. maybe only one. Snow day Friday?

instantwonton @ 2005-12-07T20:40:00

2005-12-08T01:52:07Z

Only one more week of school til a month off. That's so weird. This semester went so fast.

In my last music class I am singing in front of the whole class. I am scared...never before have I sang in front of people who REALLY know music and also I've only tried the song three times with accompaniment and it's so much different...i really need to practice with her but the only chance i'm gonna get is like 5 mins before i have to sing.

Bill and I are so incredibly close now....I can't picture what this semester would've been like without him. I love him...I really do. It's still weird for me to say that after all that time I thought those words would never come out of my mouth, but we fit together perfectly.

Yesterday I went ice skating with Kimmi and one of her friends. It was surprisingly fun...and I'm proud of myself for only falling once (I haven't ice skated in like 5 years). On Friday Bill and I are taking a swing dancing lesson. Should be interesting. I've already been taking it a little bit though in my ballroom dancing class. I just wish we could take tango too. That's my favorite. I also like merengue and hustle a lot. I kinda wish I'd gotten into ballroom dancing earlier, it's wicked fun. And it's nice that I'm getting credit for it too.

Ok time to wake up and do some homework.

instantwonton @ 2005-11-21T09:45:00

2005-11-21T15:53:52Z

I've been pretty busy and not updating much. Pretty much all my free time goes to Bill....and I'm not complaining. :-) He's coming to Thanksgiving with me and then on Sunday I guess I'm going to have a second Thanksgiving at his parents' house with the Gregoires. Long weekend= good, except that on both Thursday and Friday, during the time i'd usually be in school, I'll be working. Yes on Thanksgiving. But this week of work is paying for the Christmas presents I'm buying.

I've been having lots of crazy dreams lately. Like completely insane ones. I think it probably has to do with the fact that Bill and I have been watching wayyyyyyy too many horror/slasher films. hehe. The last couple times we've been watching the Friday the 13th series which is real creepy when I leave his house to walk to my car because he outside light isn't working and there's woods right next to me. I knew it wasn't gonna happen, but i kept picturing Jason jumping out at me. hahah.

I'm gonna be taking a break from kung fu starting at the end of this month and lasting til probably the summer. just doesn't feel right right now, especially with the lack of sleep I've been getting lately. Also I'm now in some ballroom dancing class for gym. It's kinda funny cuz the teacher is really corny, but we're gonna be doing salsa, merengue, waltz, and all this other shit (including swing which is awesome cuz Bill and I are gonna take swing dancing lessons.) Anyway, well i gotta go to that class now.

Spanish test today, woohoo!

TELL ME

2005-11-08T02:21:15Z

Hey I am doing a psychology project on jealousy and would be most grateful if as many people as possible answered this (but only one time each). It would even be cool if you answered anonymously, as long as you made sure to put whether you're a female or a male.

Choose a or b, both is NOT an option.
Think of a relationship you have had, are in, or would like to have. Which act would be more difficult for you to forgive:

a) Your partner rekindles passionate sexual intercourse with a former lover of theirs

b) Your partner rekindles a deep, emotional attachment to the former lover

(Buss, David. "The Dangerous Passion:Why jealousy is as necessary as love and sex")

****Try not to read other people's answers before doing your own*****

Thank you!

instantwonton @ 2005-10-31T23:08:00

2005-11-01T04:08:34Z

man i am so in love right now

is it bad luck to say that on halloween?